This morning I woke up very early at 5.00 Emma barked because two of our neighbors house were leaving and she, like any self-respecting dog, guard the house ... good Emma!
Too bad then that I no longer able to sleep again:
John danced to rock n 'roll acrobatics in my stomach (and what I like to be lying down listening to her movements: I reassures me that makes you feel good!) and my head, you know, he began traveling between thoughts, things to do, memories and ... already, the night brings counsel, but also confusion!
So fears, anxieties and concerns have surfaced .... alas!
No problem ... I think just being a bit 'restless because of the approach of the moment expected to give birth and to have all the fears of any expectant mother: first I want to see my child and see for myself that was good, that is strong and healthy!
I woke up very early this morning, at 5 a.m. Emma begun to bark because she heard two
of our neighbours that were leaving and she, as every good dog, wanted to protect the house...
good girl!
It was a shame that I wasn't able to fall asleep anymore:
little Giovanni was dancing some rock n' roll in my tummy (I love listening to his movements, they reassure me so much!), and my mind, you know how that works, began to go and suddenly I was lost in my thoughts, dreams, things to do and, unfortunately, some worries and fears have floated back up to the surface.
Nothing too bad, I just think That, as the two dates Approaches, I'm more and more restless and that I'm feeling the common Fears Every new mum experiments: I just want to see my baby and he's Establish That healthy and strong!
Then today is a day a little 'special: a couple of hours under the knife Emma will be the veterinarian for sterilization. We knew right away, since we
adopted last May at the shelter, that this moment would come. In fact, the shelter that He has entrusted it requires the new owners to sterilize dog taken to combat the widespread and worrying phenomenon of stray dogs. At the time when we signed on a sheet of commitment, of course, to sterilization.
should be made, I know ... but this can not help but feel a little 'guilty ... I seem to not only take away a piece in a physical sense ... to remove part of his soul, his animal being.
Our cats are both spayed, have not suffered, it will be the same for Emma, \u200b\u200bI know .... but today I will be anxious all day!
MoreOver today is a peculiar day: Emma will be on the vet's operating table to be sterilized in a couple of hours.
I knew it had to happen from the very moment we adopted her last May: the dog shelter where we took her pursue the policy of sterilization in order to prevent the worrisome phenomenon of abandoned dogs and they made us undertake the same, signing a document.
It has to be done, I know..but I can't help myself from feeling guilty: it seems to me like we're not only taking away from Emma a part of her body but even a part of her soul, of her beeing an animal.
Our two cats are both sterilized, they didn' t suffer, it will be the same for Emma, I know...but I will be worried
all day!
Thanks for listening, you are great!
Thanks for listening to me, you're great!
Francesca
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